Vegetable Day for Max and Moritz on Twitpic
Vegetable Day for Max and Moritz on Twitpic
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Freesia Bulbs For Sale
Chemaly @ 2010-09-23T14: 39:00
the shock I forgot, but I need to get rid of it yet! It's official, it will make a film about Freddie Mercury and Queen! Yay: D Actually.
For, the main character, Freddie than the performer is none other than Sasha Baron Cohen. Ali G Borat.
OMG, I can not say anything .____________. The
the shock I forgot, but I need to get rid of it yet! It's official, it will make a film about Freddie Mercury and Queen! Yay: D Actually.
For, the main character, Freddie than the performer is none other than Sasha Baron Cohen. Ali G Borat.
OMG, I can not say anything .____________. The
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
How To Do Box Braids On A Toddler
relaxation Deluxe
mimsie has maintained yesterday evening looked at the Queen concert from 86 in Wembley Stadium on DVD: D
And what to say except AAAAAHHHHHHHHH! Freddie hats on it! The whole band hats on it! How I wish I would have ever experienced ...
And and and the leather jacket! Do want!!
You can say what you want, but the 80s/90s which were concerned that simply unbeatable. Who have not rocked! If any of you ever find a band or an artist who touch / so rocking, people and magic spray, please report immediately! I see that I live in!
to say otherwise is only this: Freddie, I love You! Your voice chasing me goose bumps all over body and your music is incomparable! All of my life with me and this music I will never tired of hearing it! QUEEN ROCKS
YAY!! D
so calm down. Who wants mitfanen shall gladly do it and the other can not ignore my little attack you. ^ ^
mimsie has maintained yesterday evening looked at the Queen concert from 86 in Wembley Stadium on DVD: D
And what to say except AAAAAHHHHHHHHH! Freddie hats on it! The whole band hats on it! How I wish I would have ever experienced ...
And and and the leather jacket! Do want!!
You can say what you want, but the 80s/90s which were concerned that simply unbeatable. Who have not rocked! If any of you ever find a band or an artist who touch / so rocking, people and magic spray, please report immediately! I see that I live in!
to say otherwise is only this: Freddie, I love You! Your voice chasing me goose bumps all over body and your music is incomparable! All of my life with me and this music I will never tired of hearing it! QUEEN ROCKS
YAY!! D
so calm down. Who wants mitfanen shall gladly do it and the other can not ignore my little attack you. ^ ^
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Swimming Incontinace Pants
metacomet1102 @ 2010-06-21T05:04:00
Edutilos, my beloved and hated island. As far away from everything and everyone. No one can do me hurt here, but I can not even touch loving. Every day I search the horizon for a sail off .... full of fear and hope.
Edutilos, my beloved and hated island. As far away from everything and everyone. No one can do me hurt here, but I can not even touch loving. Every day I search the horizon for a sail off .... full of fear and hope.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Theface On The Milk Carton/free Activities
metacomet1102 @ 2010-06-09T22:09:00
Was far from here ... why? Edutilos is inside of me and not the URL. Everything is fear, everything is pain, all is vain.
Was far from here ... why? Edutilos is inside of me and not the URL. Everything is fear, everything is pain, all is vain.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
What Is The Salary For A Sports Anchor
metacomet1102 @ 2010-04-21T22:05:00
nine hellish morning services are behind me. A lot of work, a lot of harassment from colleagues and superiors and yesterday Plegevisite by Holl and Junghans. I was waiting for that day previously very worried. Apparently they want to do now with every employee, but I was just the first. About two hours they have seen me in the care of a customer. To my great surprise, really, there was then nothing but positive feed back. They were very satisfied with my work and had nothing to complain about.'s Calmed down a little.
personal life, I basically have no more. It's been long since I've done what private. Maybe it works out this weekend to meet Doris.
Although I really really have no money for so what, I'm drawing for L's camel bid on Ebay. I was hoping that someone else has then also, but that did not suffer so. I did it just so tired that her picture was the only auction items, no one wanted.
nine hellish morning services are behind me. A lot of work, a lot of harassment from colleagues and superiors and yesterday Plegevisite by Holl and Junghans. I was waiting for that day previously very worried. Apparently they want to do now with every employee, but I was just the first. About two hours they have seen me in the care of a customer. To my great surprise, really, there was then nothing but positive feed back. They were very satisfied with my work and had nothing to complain about.'s Calmed down a little.
personal life, I basically have no more. It's been long since I've done what private. Maybe it works out this weekend to meet Doris.
Although I really really have no money for so what, I'm drawing for L's camel bid on Ebay. I was hoping that someone else has then also, but that did not suffer so. I did it just so tired that her picture was the only auction items, no one wanted.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Boat Propeller Design Blueprints
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-30T07:03:00
2 years ago today my mother called me to tell me that my beloved grandmother is Rosie passed away. It seems like yesterday. I miss you very much, Grandma.
2 years ago today my mother called me to tell me that my beloved grandmother is Rosie passed away. It seems like yesterday. I miss you very much, Grandma.
The only important thing in life
are the traces of love left
we go when we
. ~ Albert Schweitzer
are the traces of love left
we go when we
. ~ Albert Schweitzer
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Metal Dog Runs For Sale
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-28T18:14:00
are the 3 free days rum. From tomorrow starts the treadmill again. 3 early shifts, 7 nights. The 3 free days brought zero recovery. 4 Machine wash, all purchases for the next 10 days, cleaning. Even the window I was cleaning. Could hardly see out. The reward: a stiff neck. Now I'm sitting her since yesterday with hot cherry seed bags in the back and hope that it will be up tomorrow better. So I can not work properly. But I will not celebrate sick again. Liv the abscess is only 4 weeks ago.
My mother and my brother make plans on how to induce me to give up this awful apartment. Both know that I have no money. Their latest idea: my brother bought a condo around here and I will be tenants. He will have to create capital. Do not know what to make of it. Perhaps the only way to get out of this hole. I want my brother does not have as a landlord. Since the problems are inevitable.
shit money! I wish I could live on my salary to some extent, but which is increasingly difficult. Every year I renounce everything and still can barely cover running costs. The last holiday was 92nd ... unbelievable.
I know not as it should go with me. I also will not try every day to work reasonably, if only because of my cats. You are my joy. More is not there, which I could look forward to. I am grateful that they are there. People I do not trust you. In the last 3 years I have made too many bad experiences. Again and again tried to make friends, but my friendship will not. My heart is like a cemetery, as many people in it, which I think a day full of love, but none of them I mean even the slightest. None of them would miss me, as I miss them every day. NO MATTER! Not to change. Enough whining. Concentrate from functioning, Marion.
are the 3 free days rum. From tomorrow starts the treadmill again. 3 early shifts, 7 nights. The 3 free days brought zero recovery. 4 Machine wash, all purchases for the next 10 days, cleaning. Even the window I was cleaning. Could hardly see out. The reward: a stiff neck. Now I'm sitting her since yesterday with hot cherry seed bags in the back and hope that it will be up tomorrow better. So I can not work properly. But I will not celebrate sick again. Liv the abscess is only 4 weeks ago.
My mother and my brother make plans on how to induce me to give up this awful apartment. Both know that I have no money. Their latest idea: my brother bought a condo around here and I will be tenants. He will have to create capital. Do not know what to make of it. Perhaps the only way to get out of this hole. I want my brother does not have as a landlord. Since the problems are inevitable.
shit money! I wish I could live on my salary to some extent, but which is increasingly difficult. Every year I renounce everything and still can barely cover running costs. The last holiday was 92nd ... unbelievable.
I know not as it should go with me. I also will not try every day to work reasonably, if only because of my cats. You are my joy. More is not there, which I could look forward to. I am grateful that they are there. People I do not trust you. In the last 3 years I have made too many bad experiences. Again and again tried to make friends, but my friendship will not. My heart is like a cemetery, as many people in it, which I think a day full of love, but none of them I mean even the slightest. None of them would miss me, as I miss them every day. NO MATTER! Not to change. Enough whining. Concentrate from functioning, Marion.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Covering Letter In Dentistry
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-22T17:19:00
Man has tried to poison me .... sounds unbelievable, but true. I'll always be my coffee cup with a coffee in the rest LGS4 before I go into the LGS8. I drink when I'm back around 1:30. Yesterday I did not come until 2:00 to do so because I had earlier in the MA. It tasted very strange .... bitter and slightly acidic. Since I had not noticed anything and also use powdered milk, so it could not leig it, I was suspicious. At first I thought it would be in my perception, and took another sip. Then I blended it with cocoa, because I always paused in the basement. The taste was strange. For comparison, I drank a cocoa pure, because I still thought it was up to my perception. The taste but normal ...... and then I suddenly realized that during my absence, someone had to have done anything in my cup. I immediately tried to break open the already drunk, succeeding only partially. Half an hour later, I got terrible heart palpitations, nausea, and depressed consciousness. I managed only with great effort and willpower to "work" more. I informed my colleagues about my discomfort Team 2 and went down to my department where I hindämmerte for several hours before me. Thank God no one has reported after 2:00. First Gen. 5:30 left the racing heart, the dizziness and nausea for something. Took taxi home and fell into bed right there.
Probably Kathy Klasen and Sabine or Libor, that I had recently several ugly confrontations, my things in the coffee (drugs, drugs?) Done to obliterate me one. Evidence I will never, although I can the rest of the coffee was frozen.
strange is that I, though I was miserable, I at no time Afraid. I even thought phased blurred in my clouded thinking that it would be good if everything would end. Without sadness, fear or emotion ...... just a little worried about my cats, but determined to Birgit would have taken good.
Man has tried to poison me .... sounds unbelievable, but true. I'll always be my coffee cup with a coffee in the rest LGS4 before I go into the LGS8. I drink when I'm back around 1:30. Yesterday I did not come until 2:00 to do so because I had earlier in the MA. It tasted very strange .... bitter and slightly acidic. Since I had not noticed anything and also use powdered milk, so it could not leig it, I was suspicious. At first I thought it would be in my perception, and took another sip. Then I blended it with cocoa, because I always paused in the basement. The taste was strange. For comparison, I drank a cocoa pure, because I still thought it was up to my perception. The taste but normal ...... and then I suddenly realized that during my absence, someone had to have done anything in my cup. I immediately tried to break open the already drunk, succeeding only partially. Half an hour later, I got terrible heart palpitations, nausea, and depressed consciousness. I managed only with great effort and willpower to "work" more. I informed my colleagues about my discomfort Team 2 and went down to my department where I hindämmerte for several hours before me. Thank God no one has reported after 2:00. First Gen. 5:30 left the racing heart, the dizziness and nausea for something. Took taxi home and fell into bed right there.
Probably Kathy Klasen and Sabine or Libor, that I had recently several ugly confrontations, my things in the coffee (drugs, drugs?) Done to obliterate me one. Evidence I will never, although I can the rest of the coffee was frozen.
strange is that I, though I was miserable, I at no time Afraid. I even thought phased blurred in my clouded thinking that it would be good if everything would end. Without sadness, fear or emotion ...... just a little worried about my cats, but determined to Birgit would have taken good.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Laser Eye Surgery - Driver's License Ontario
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-17T04:08:00
My two favorite tenors with one of my favorite arias. Had in mind when I awoke. I always dream with music. has
My two favorite tenors with one of my favorite arias. Had in mind when I awoke. I always dream with music. has
Monday, March 15, 2010
Testicle Pain After Ejaculation
Freundschaft - Amitié - Friendship
a subject I am very beschäfftigt, the highest priority in my life. One of my favorite shows "philosophy" It focuses on species with philosophical issues:
a subject I am very beschäfftigt, the highest priority in my life. One of my favorite shows "philosophy" It focuses on species with philosophical issues:
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Church Financial Records, How Long To Keep
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-14T05:19:00
Only now and then begins a new 10-day week. 3 early shifts, then 7 nights, then again only 3 days off. And so it goes on. No end in sight. Like a machine. So I feel also. No time to make friends or to do something. Not even time for a walk. The 3 days between services hardly reach to all shopping, doing the laundry, to undertake consultations and to clean the apartment. This constant money worries and a body that no longer works. Enough whining. I still have a job, a warm home to eat, enough. For this I should be grateful. I am also thankful for my cats. I am looking forward to it when I get home. They accept me the way I am. They do not care that I will always ugly. Sometimes I wonder if they would look for another home if they could, whether they are happy with me. You have no choice. They have only me.
A has sent an email. I do not answer. Why? She has no time really for me. I need to understand the finite. No one wants my friendship. Contact non-binding, some small talk, but nothing beyond that. No interest in talking to me. Still no Skype installed. I have no home.
Vereinsamt (Friedrich Nietzsche)
The crows scream
drag and whirring wings to Town:
Soon it will snow -
Happy the man who now has homes.
Now you're standing rigid,
look back, oh, how long, what are you fool
fled before winter in the world?
The World - a gateway to a thousand
deserts dumb and cold;
who lost, what you have lost
, nowhere does halt.
Now you're standing pale,
cursed the winter wandering,
the smoke the same, always looking for
the colder skies.
Fly, birds, buzzing
your song in the desert bird sound.
hiding, you fool,
your bleeding heart in ice and scorn.
The crows scream
drag and whirring wings to Town:
Soon it will snow -
Woe to him who has no home.
Only now and then begins a new 10-day week. 3 early shifts, then 7 nights, then again only 3 days off. And so it goes on. No end in sight. Like a machine. So I feel also. No time to make friends or to do something. Not even time for a walk. The 3 days between services hardly reach to all shopping, doing the laundry, to undertake consultations and to clean the apartment. This constant money worries and a body that no longer works. Enough whining. I still have a job, a warm home to eat, enough. For this I should be grateful. I am also thankful for my cats. I am looking forward to it when I get home. They accept me the way I am. They do not care that I will always ugly. Sometimes I wonder if they would look for another home if they could, whether they are happy with me. You have no choice. They have only me.
A has sent an email. I do not answer. Why? She has no time really for me. I need to understand the finite. No one wants my friendship. Contact non-binding, some small talk, but nothing beyond that. No interest in talking to me. Still no Skype installed. I have no home.
Vereinsamt (Friedrich Nietzsche)
The crows scream
drag and whirring wings to Town:
Soon it will snow -
Happy the man who now has homes.
Now you're standing rigid,
look back, oh, how long, what are you fool
fled before winter in the world?
The World - a gateway to a thousand
deserts dumb and cold;
who lost, what you have lost
, nowhere does halt.
Now you're standing pale,
cursed the winter wandering,
the smoke the same, always looking for
the colder skies.
Fly, birds, buzzing
your song in the desert bird sound.
hiding, you fool,
your bleeding heart in ice and scorn.
The crows scream
drag and whirring wings to Town:
Soon it will snow -
Woe to him who has no home.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
What Are Good Toys For A Sugar Glider
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-09T15:58:00
In the last two nights I've rediscovered the magic of poetry. At the station I bought a small book with 100 poems spring. The most I am aware of already, but it's like really good music ..... the more you hear it (yes, I always read poems aloud), the more magical they are. There are also several Rilke poems here. My "Rilke" phase I had with my early twenties. It's nice to discover these masterpieces of painting and phonetic verbal symphonic compositions again. One of my favorite poems by him is this:
In the last two nights I've rediscovered the magic of poetry. At the station I bought a small book with 100 poems spring. The most I am aware of already, but it's like really good music ..... the more you hear it (yes, I always read poems aloud), the more magical they are. There are also several Rilke poems here. My "Rilke" phase I had with my early twenties. It's nice to discover these masterpieces of painting and phonetic verbal symphonic compositions again. One of my favorite poems by him is this:
I'm so scared in front of the word of men
I'm so scared in front of the word of men.
talk everything out so clearly:
And this dog is and that means house
and here is the beginning and the end is there.
me fears and their sense, their game with the taunt,
they know everything that is and was;
no mountain is more wonderful to them;
their garden and property is adjacent grade to God.
I always want to warn and Stay away: defend.
The things I hear singing so much.
your touches on it: they are rigid and silent.
You bring me all the things.
(Rainer Maria Rilke)
I'm so scared in front of the word of men → I am so afraid of the word of man
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Men Wetdreams Movie Clip
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-07T04:48:00
Only 1, 5 hours until closing time. Am very tired today and just write so here to keep me awake. Part of the S service work has been forgotten, so I had to take off early. KK has made the cell phones at 00:05 in team 2 .... According to Silke.
Last night, Bill was there. Finally! She gave me a beautiful Teeekanne as a thank you for my Einkauferei during her illness. In a cup cocoa we chatted for an hour and then they drove me to work. Moritz has also enjoyed their visit very much.
Yesterday, I was a nice experience after work. I was forced to take me because of the renewed onset of winter a taxi (or for hours at the station waiting for the bus). Unfortunately, the FNT tickets are valid only until 6:00 and so I have at 6:05 closing time and may leave the house at 6:10 at the earliest. The taxi driver was kind enough to accept FNT still a ticket and gave me his Telnummer so I can call him directly in similar situations. He said that he knows how to earn some nurses. So there are still nice people. Ironically, his name is D'Angelo. And he really was an angel for me.
Only 1, 5 hours until closing time. Am very tired today and just write so here to keep me awake. Part of the S service work has been forgotten, so I had to take off early. KK has made the cell phones at 00:05 in team 2 .... According to Silke.
Last night, Bill was there. Finally! She gave me a beautiful Teeekanne as a thank you for my Einkauferei during her illness. In a cup cocoa we chatted for an hour and then they drove me to work. Moritz has also enjoyed their visit very much.
Yesterday, I was a nice experience after work. I was forced to take me because of the renewed onset of winter a taxi (or for hours at the station waiting for the bus). Unfortunately, the FNT tickets are valid only until 6:00 and so I have at 6:05 closing time and may leave the house at 6:10 at the earliest. The taxi driver was kind enough to accept FNT still a ticket and gave me his Telnummer so I can call him directly in similar situations. He said that he knows how to earn some nurses. So there are still nice people. Ironically, his name is D'Angelo. And he really was an angel for me.
Operation For Weak Bladder
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-06T16:08:00
two night guards are done, 5 are still to come. To my horror, I have all nights KK as a colleague. Horror!. The trouble was going on yesterday, already, some of the work because they do not wanted to do in your module. The Reason: they would otherwise not be able to go as usual half an hour earlier. She is used, its service at 23:45 ~ held as scheduled and required to 00:15. They would not otherwise reach their tram. Yesterday, I even looked up: it drives a car at 0:29, which would ideally suit their real service end. You do not even write negative hours on it. Yesterday, they clamored around me to do their work in the LGS 8, under my also add that I would have changed the planning module (which I did not). When I was at 22:55 on the way to TNP, I saw them for Stop going. Before and after the handover, she was whispering permant with L at 21:30 and then disappeared for now. The two bully me where they can. Regardless, my chest hurts less and the work is now easier.
two night guards are done, 5 are still to come. To my horror, I have all nights KK as a colleague. Horror!. The trouble was going on yesterday, already, some of the work because they do not wanted to do in your module. The Reason: they would otherwise not be able to go as usual half an hour earlier. She is used, its service at 23:45 ~ held as scheduled and required to 00:15. They would not otherwise reach their tram. Yesterday, I even looked up: it drives a car at 0:29, which would ideally suit their real service end. You do not even write negative hours on it. Yesterday, they clamored around me to do their work in the LGS 8, under my also add that I would have changed the planning module (which I did not). When I was at 22:55 on the way to TNP, I saw them for Stop going. Before and after the handover, she was whispering permant with L at 21:30 and then disappeared for now. The two bully me where they can. Regardless, my chest hurts less and the work is now easier.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Average Bmi Of People In Uk
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-03T22:46:00
Today was a lot easier, contrary to expectations, as of yesterday. A few things fell off of my modules, as if my prayers God heard yesterday. I said I also shift supervisor, that it must in future be a fair distribution of work. He said that the last module plans J wrote PDL. Well, after that I was clear why I had to show off so, while others (eg KK) at 8:00 had nothing to do. It will make my life more as hard as possible, but I bear a lot.
H I hit short. He's currently free. Has done well to see an honest face. From tomorrow, 7 night guards. With God's help I will make this somehow.
A has again written to me and sent me one of her fanfics. This makes me very happy. Today was a good day.
head high, dancing
arises where the sense of technology
Where machine is feeling
What is the opposite of skeptical
Unbalanced Why is pretentious
Why we fall in trouble
Ingenieursein is not glamorous
Oho, head high, dancing
Oho, head of and out
How deep are deep feelings
who reminds you, if you forget
Where you sit on the fence
And why I always
Protect your soul in front of sellout
And you raised the best is not accessible to the end of
Why have dreams no credit
And where is this all about for fun
How to be in no condition
As you cry a tear for
Oho, head high, dancing
Oho, head out and out
Protect your soul in front of sellout
And you raised the best is not always to a final
Why does one mistake even twice
And souls are only used and not immediately
Why does your smile just because you kiss extra
so wonderful German, even goes
How do you the course of events
wishes you hang relaxed half high
As you wrap around your finger
And fate loves you but
Oho, head high dance,
Oho, head out and out
Make the head from
Do not worry yourself to dance, come
Today was a lot easier, contrary to expectations, as of yesterday. A few things fell off of my modules, as if my prayers God heard yesterday. I said I also shift supervisor, that it must in future be a fair distribution of work. He said that the last module plans J wrote PDL. Well, after that I was clear why I had to show off so, while others (eg KK) at 8:00 had nothing to do. It will make my life more as hard as possible, but I bear a lot.
H I hit short. He's currently free. Has done well to see an honest face. From tomorrow, 7 night guards. With God's help I will make this somehow.
A has again written to me and sent me one of her fanfics. This makes me very happy. Today was a good day.
head high, dancing
arises where the sense of technology
Where machine is feeling
What is the opposite of skeptical
Unbalanced Why is pretentious
Why we fall in trouble
Ingenieursein is not glamorous
Oho, head high, dancing
Oho, head of and out
How deep are deep feelings
who reminds you, if you forget
Where you sit on the fence
And why I always
Protect your soul in front of sellout
And you raised the best is not accessible to the end of
Why have dreams no credit
And where is this all about for fun
How to be in no condition
As you cry a tear for
Oho, head high, dancing
Oho, head out and out
Protect your soul in front of sellout
And you raised the best is not always to a final
Why does one mistake even twice
And souls are only used and not immediately
Why does your smile just because you kiss extra
so wonderful German, even goes
How do you the course of events
wishes you hang relaxed half high
As you wrap around your finger
And fate loves you but
Oho, head high dance,
Oho, head out and out
Make the head from
Do not worry yourself to dance, come
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
كانون Ir2800 E000002
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-02T19:13:00
My first working day following the illness. On the way to work I had a feeling of uneasiness to the limited physical nausea. And then it got even worse than feared. 'm From 5.45am (yes, I've started earlier Idiot) geschufftet to 11:30 non stop by without any break. And tomorrow's modules looks even worse. How to make broken people. My colleagues were already partially completed at 9:00 of those too. The biggest joke was that KK was shift manager today. They probably call the goat for a gardener to make.
J. asked me but actually how I feel. I told her. I can not do the job much longer. 'm Already completely gutted. But at my age I better be happy at all to have work. There are no alternatives.
hammering my chest hurts. Best to take ne pain pill and go directly back to bed. The alarm clock rings at 3:00 again.
I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small And I worry that
the work I do means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer
So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"
So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you
I trust in you
My first working day following the illness. On the way to work I had a feeling of uneasiness to the limited physical nausea. And then it got even worse than feared. 'm From 5.45am (yes, I've started earlier Idiot) geschufftet to 11:30 non stop by without any break. And tomorrow's modules looks even worse. How to make broken people. My colleagues were already partially completed at 9:00 of those too. The biggest joke was that KK was shift manager today. They probably call the goat for a gardener to make.
J. asked me but actually how I feel. I told her. I can not do the job much longer. 'm Already completely gutted. But at my age I better be happy at all to have work. There are no alternatives.
hammering my chest hurts. Best to take ne pain pill and go directly back to bed. The alarm clock rings at 3:00 again.
I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small And I worry that
the work I do means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer
So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"
So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you
I trust in you
Monday, March 1, 2010
Mara Orthodontic Appliance
metacomet1102 @ 2010-03-01T11: 11:00
Z urück vom Verbandswechsel. Hat ganz schön weh getan, aber das hatte ich erwartet nach 2 verbandslosen Tagen. Morgen beginnt wieder der Ernst des Lebens und ich fürchte me a little. Hope I'm the demands of work has grown.
A. emailed again yesterday. She says that she likes to talk with me. On the other hand, it has the only chance to speak with me (Skype) installed not even on her new laptop. A. like Facebook is not so well because I can not speak to me with her. She has no time for the things I post there. But she wants to keep talking and writing with me .... lol. I wrote back that they do not because I need to see FB. I mean it. Would it be really interested in me and my activities would now and then to A. look my Wall. A's fanfic I'll probably never get.
Why do I always agree with people in my heart that I am basically completely indifferent?
Z urück vom Verbandswechsel. Hat ganz schön weh getan, aber das hatte ich erwartet nach 2 verbandslosen Tagen. Morgen beginnt wieder der Ernst des Lebens und ich fürchte me a little. Hope I'm the demands of work has grown.
A. emailed again yesterday. She says that she likes to talk with me. On the other hand, it has the only chance to speak with me (Skype) installed not even on her new laptop. A. like Facebook is not so well because I can not speak to me with her. She has no time for the things I post there. But she wants to keep talking and writing with me .... lol. I wrote back that they do not because I need to see FB. I mean it. Would it be really interested in me and my activities would now and then to A. look my Wall. A's fanfic I'll probably never get.
Why do I always agree with people in my heart that I am basically completely indifferent?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
How Long Was The Great Depression
metacomet1102 @ 2010-02-28T17: 59:00
Today I received a mail from A, which makes me very happy. No, not alone. I had it this morning sent an e-card, after several attempts to reach them through Skype or FB were in vain. I really think that she feels the same about me as L and she no longer wants to talk to me. But perhaps she does too. I very much hope it would be even a conversation about to take place, but the language barrier significantly. All this makes that difficult. My heart is very attached to her, certainly more than vice versa. I would not lose contact with her completely, as in M.
My chest hurts pretty and I shudder even before the dressing change tomorrow. I hope that I will not regret the decision to go to work again. To me comes a hammer hard month. Only 3 days off between 10 days of work, of which 7 each night shifts. The time is barely enough to shopping, cleaning and laundry. Eyes and go.
What else happened? Uncle Jo's birthday and B once again he has an announced Visit canceled. Often think of K and hope he soon finds a new Arbeitstselle. His wife has now also lost their jobs. Also at D I think now often. She is now with her son. She does not see him often.
Today I received a mail from A, which makes me very happy. No, not alone. I had it this morning sent an e-card, after several attempts to reach them through Skype or FB were in vain. I really think that she feels the same about me as L and she no longer wants to talk to me. But perhaps she does too. I very much hope it would be even a conversation about to take place, but the language barrier significantly. All this makes that difficult. My heart is very attached to her, certainly more than vice versa. I would not lose contact with her completely, as in M.
My chest hurts pretty and I shudder even before the dressing change tomorrow. I hope that I will not regret the decision to go to work again. To me comes a hammer hard month. Only 3 days off between 10 days of work, of which 7 each night shifts. The time is barely enough to shopping, cleaning and laundry. Eyes and go.
What else happened? Uncle Jo's birthday and B once again he has an announced Visit canceled. Often think of K and hope he soon finds a new Arbeitstselle. His wife has now also lost their jobs. Also at D I think now often. She is now with her son. She does not see him often.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wegmans Cranberry Orange Scones
Rascal Flatts
My latest musical discovery. Got a tip yesterday by an Indian friend and FB have the same to me bought the first CD (Me and My Gang). Actually I like every song on here .... but the I get no more out of my head:
-------------
--- Now playing: Rascal Flatts - Why
My latest musical discovery. Got a tip yesterday by an Indian friend and FB have the same to me bought the first CD (Me and My Gang). Actually I like every song on here .... but the I get no more out of my head:
-------------
--- Now playing: Rascal Flatts - Why
How To Get Rid Of Fat Knees
Joan Baez - Rosengarten, Mannheim, Germany
A childhood dream has become yesterday fulfilled for me. For nearly 40 years, I am a big fan of Joan Baez. She was one of my "heroes" in his youth. Not only her voice and music and her commitment to human rights and against violence have always fascinated me. Authentic personalities, as they are, not many there. The concert ended yesterday with one of my favorite songs:
children - Bettina Wegner
Are such small hands turn
tiny fingers.
you may never break the strike on it
then.
If such small feet with small,
Zeh'n
you may never step on
can not go otherwise.
If so sharply
small ears, and allows her
we must never become numb zerbrüllen
it.
Are so beautiful mouths
talk everything out.
you may never
prohibit else comes out of nothing.
If such clear eyes
still see everything.
you may never connect
else can see anything.
Are so little souls
openly and freely.
one must never torment
go broke here.
If such a small backbone
sees almost no one. May I never bow
because otherwise it breaks.
straight, clear
people would be a nice goal.
people with no backbone
we already have too much!
A childhood dream has become yesterday fulfilled for me. For nearly 40 years, I am a big fan of Joan Baez. She was one of my "heroes" in his youth. Not only her voice and music and her commitment to human rights and against violence have always fascinated me. Authentic personalities, as they are, not many there. The concert ended yesterday with one of my favorite songs:
children - Bettina Wegner
Are such small hands turn
tiny fingers.
you may never break the strike on it
then.
If such small feet with small,
Zeh'n
you may never step on
can not go otherwise.
If so sharply
small ears, and allows her
we must never become numb zerbrüllen
it.
Are so beautiful mouths
talk everything out.
you may never
prohibit else comes out of nothing.
If such clear eyes
still see everything.
you may never connect
else can see anything.
Are so little souls
openly and freely.
one must never torment
go broke here.
If such a small backbone
sees almost no one. May I never bow
because otherwise it breaks.
straight, clear
people would be a nice goal.
people with no backbone
we already have too much!
Buying An Enuresis Alarm
Iceland - Khalil Gibran
Life is in Iceland in an ocean of loneliness, of Iceland Whose rocks are hopes, Whose trees are dreams, Whose flowers are solitude, and Whose brooks are thirst. Your life, my fellow men, is an Iceland separated from all other islands and regions. No matter how many are the ships that leave your shores for other climes, no matter how many are the fleets that touch your coast, you remain a solitary Iceland, suffering the pangs of loneliness and yearning for happiness. You are the unknown to your fellow men and far removed from their sympathy and understanding.
Pinnacle Pctv 150e Driver
What am I doing it?
My first post .... why am I actually ended up here? Oh yes ..... because there was a so-called friend L who writes to me here for some time and recommended me to sign here to read all your contributions. Yes, and I am doing good, although I am sometimes bored, but the title of her blog predicts that for you.
The same friend also recommended me to "block" not my feelings, but these feelings Never tell her, because she already has enough problems of their own (and the rest of the world way too .... wow, I would never have guessed) and stattdesen to a psychiatrist to go and where to unload my feelings . And all because I told her that a remark that L made about me, I was very hurt. And that is true. L know basically nothing about me, but she believes the law would have to say something ...... and much more. She seems to know everything and told me the world as a preschool child, very wordy, but essentially insubstantial.
L, a shrink I need not secure. Friends with whom one could occasionally share his thoughts and feelings without being considered crazy would be nice, but so are not even in the "real" life. Each revolves in its own cosmos and social contacts are nice, but they should mainly be one ..... simple, free of conflict .... just superficial. Yes, I have some of these contacts, but I have never served. Still looking for a soul mate, a real friend, I probably take into account that L's, M's and A's in love with the Psycho - garbage stuck as soon as I feel, self-doubt and inappropriate thoughts will express so complicated. I know this already, which does not mean that it hurts less this will be again "disposed of" in this species. I wrote about 2 years ago, when I disposed of M:
Disposed
trust given
contempt harvested
Nothing worth my friendship
sick, you say
kicks me out
from your life as
an empty soda can
unusable
unnecessary nuisance
Müll
My first post .... why am I actually ended up here? Oh yes ..... because there was a so-called friend L who writes to me here for some time and recommended me to sign here to read all your contributions. Yes, and I am doing good, although I am sometimes bored, but the title of her blog predicts that for you.
The same friend also recommended me to "block" not my feelings, but these feelings Never tell her, because she already has enough problems of their own (and the rest of the world way too .... wow, I would never have guessed) and stattdesen to a psychiatrist to go and where to unload my feelings . And all because I told her that a remark that L made about me, I was very hurt. And that is true. L know basically nothing about me, but she believes the law would have to say something ...... and much more. She seems to know everything and told me the world as a preschool child, very wordy, but essentially insubstantial.
L, a shrink I need not secure. Friends with whom one could occasionally share his thoughts and feelings without being considered crazy would be nice, but so are not even in the "real" life. Each revolves in its own cosmos and social contacts are nice, but they should mainly be one ..... simple, free of conflict .... just superficial. Yes, I have some of these contacts, but I have never served. Still looking for a soul mate, a real friend, I probably take into account that L's, M's and A's in love with the Psycho - garbage stuck as soon as I feel, self-doubt and inappropriate thoughts will express so complicated. I know this already, which does not mean that it hurts less this will be again "disposed of" in this species. I wrote about 2 years ago, when I disposed of M:
Disposed
trust given
contempt harvested
Nothing worth my friendship
sick, you say
kicks me out
from your life as
an empty soda can
unusable
unnecessary nuisance
Müll
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)