What am I doing it?
My first post .... why am I actually ended up here? Oh yes ..... because there was a so-called friend L who writes to me here for some time and recommended me to sign here to read all your contributions. Yes, and I am doing good, although I am sometimes bored, but the title of her blog predicts that for you.
The same friend also recommended me to "block" not my feelings, but these feelings Never tell her, because she already has enough problems of their own (and the rest of the world way too .... wow, I would never have guessed) and stattdesen to a psychiatrist to go and where to unload my feelings . And all because I told her that a remark that L made about me, I was very hurt. And that is true. L know basically nothing about me, but she believes the law would have to say something ...... and much more. She seems to know everything and told me the world as a preschool child, very wordy, but essentially insubstantial.
L, a shrink I need not secure. Friends with whom one could occasionally share his thoughts and feelings without being considered crazy would be nice, but so are not even in the "real" life. Each revolves in its own cosmos and social contacts are nice, but they should mainly be one ..... simple, free of conflict .... just superficial. Yes, I have some of these contacts, but I have never served. Still looking for a soul mate, a real friend, I probably take into account that L's, M's and A's in love with the Psycho - garbage stuck as soon as I feel, self-doubt and inappropriate thoughts will express so complicated. I know this already, which does not mean that it hurts less this will be again "disposed of" in this species. I wrote about 2 years ago, when I disposed of M:
Disposed
trust given
contempt harvested
Nothing worth my friendship
sick, you say
kicks me out
from your life as
an empty soda can
unusable
unnecessary nuisance
Müll
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