How Long Was The Great Depression

metacomet1102 @ 2010-02-28T17: 59:00

Today I received a mail from A, which makes me very happy. No, not alone. I had it this morning sent an e-card, after several attempts to reach them through Skype or FB were in vain. I really think that she feels the same about me as L and she no longer wants to talk to me. But perhaps she does too. I very much hope it would be even a conversation about to take place, but the language barrier significantly. All this makes that difficult. My heart is very attached to her, certainly more than vice versa. I would not lose contact with her completely, as in M.

My chest hurts pretty and I shudder even before the dressing change tomorrow. I hope that I will not regret the decision to go to work again. To me comes a hammer hard month. Only 3 days off between 10 days of work, of which 7 each night shifts. The time is barely enough to shopping, cleaning and laundry. Eyes and go.

What else happened? Uncle Jo's birthday and B once again he has an announced Visit canceled. Often think of K and hope he soon finds a new Arbeitstselle. His wife has now also lost their jobs. Also at D I think now often. She is now with her son. She does not see him often.

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Rascal Flatts

My latest musical discovery. Got a tip yesterday by an Indian friend and FB have the same to me bought the first CD (Me and My Gang). Actually I like every song on here .... but the I get no more out of my head:

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--- Now playing: Rascal Flatts - Why

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Joan Baez - Rosengarten, Mannheim, Germany

A childhood dream has become yesterday fulfilled for me. For nearly 40 years, I am a big fan of Joan Baez. She was one of my "heroes" in his youth. Not only her voice and music and her commitment to human rights and against violence have always fascinated me. Authentic personalities, as they are, not many there. The concert ended yesterday with one of my favorite songs:





children - Bettina Wegner

Are such small hands turn
tiny fingers.
you may never break the strike on it
then.

If such small feet with small,
Zeh'n
you may never step on
can not go otherwise.

If so sharply
small ears, and allows her
we must never become numb zerbrüllen
it.

Are so beautiful mouths
talk everything out.
you may never
prohibit else comes out of nothing.

If such clear eyes
still see everything.
you may never connect
else can see anything.

Are so little souls
openly and freely.
one must never torment
go broke here.

If such a small backbone
sees almost no one. May I never bow

because otherwise it breaks.

straight, clear
people would be a nice goal.
people with no backbone
we already have too much!

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Iceland - Khalil Gibran

Life is in Iceland in an ocean of loneliness, of Iceland Whose rocks are hopes, Whose trees are dreams, Whose flowers are solitude, and Whose brooks are thirst. Your life, my fellow men, is an Iceland separated from all other islands and regions. No matter how many are the ships that leave your shores for other climes, no matter how many are the fleets that touch your coast, you remain a solitary Iceland, suffering the pangs of loneliness and yearning for happiness. You are the unknown to your fellow men and far removed from their sympathy and understanding.

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What am I doing it?


My first post .... why am I actually ended up here? Oh yes ..... because there was a so-called friend L who writes to me here for some time and recommended me to sign here to read all your contributions. Yes, and I am doing good, although I am sometimes bored, but the title of her blog predicts that for you.

The same friend also recommended me to "block" not my feelings, but these feelings Never tell her, because she already has enough problems of their own (and the rest of the world way too .... wow, I would never have guessed) and stattdesen to a psychiatrist to go and where to unload my feelings . And all because I told her that a remark that L made about me, I was very hurt. And that is true. L know basically nothing about me, but she believes the law would have to say something ...... and much more. She seems to know everything and told me the world as a preschool child, very wordy, but essentially insubstantial.

L, a shrink I need not secure. Friends with whom one could occasionally share his thoughts and feelings without being considered crazy would be nice, but so are not even in the "real" life. Each revolves in its own cosmos and social contacts are nice, but they should mainly be one ..... simple, free of conflict .... just superficial. Yes, I have some of these contacts, but I have never served. Still looking for a soul mate, a real friend, I probably take into account that L's, M's and A's in love with the Psycho - garbage stuck as soon as I feel, self-doubt and inappropriate thoughts will express so complicated. I know this already, which does not mean that it hurts less this will be again "disposed of" in this species. I wrote about 2 years ago, when I disposed of M:

Disposed

trust given
contempt harvested

Nothing worth my friendship

sick, you say

kicks me out
from your life as
an empty soda can

unusable

unnecessary nuisance
Müll