Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Pain From Egg Bursting From Ovary

Remember me

Ain't it funny that I am still thinking of you. It is almost the same time when I am starting to think about you...about you and me...about our past...about our future. Its like I am still stock on you. It's been almost 4 or 5 years that we broke up but when the winter time is starting I am thinking of you every year again.
I remeber how we met...how you held my hand...how you kissed.... I cannot even remeber anymore the taste of your lips...your soft skin or the smell of your body...but I remeber every single detail when we met and when I started falling in love with you. How I felt when you were mine and how I felt when we broke up.
It seems like that you're still a part of me - a part of my heart. I cannot get rid of you.
There are days when this is tearing me apart it really brings me down on my knees and there are days I am not thinking of you anymore....and then there is just one word - one song - one really unimportant thing and it brings me back to the past...brings me back to you....
I do not wanna feel like that anymore...I do not want hurt like this anymore....
Leave me....go ahead......
Cause I don't wanna feel anything for you anymore..... and I don't wanna be in love with you anymore....even if I don't know if it's still love but there is still something I am feeling for you....
I don't wanna ask myself anymore how it would feel to kiss you just once again....to be just with you.....

Remember me of all those bad things you did to me....remeber me of all those lies you told me .... me remember all of those pain you put me through ... remember me

But my foolish heart just see you - the love we had ... the times I were so happy being with you

But it's over!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Similar Symptoms To Hpv

Beijing

After four years I'm back in Beijing. Although I'm been around since my arrival was not much, I immediately found an incredible number of changes that I had not expected. Were there only two barely noticeable subway lines, the city now has a comprehensive and modern subway system with 10 lines - and more are being added.

In the coming days I will look familiar and new attractions. Of course, the Olympic Village is at the top of the list. I also look forward to meeting familiar faces again.

A highlight of a very different nature, I've already experienced. Does it rain in Beijing during the period from October to March, practically never, I'm already landed in the rain. Today, then winter came with tons of snow (!). This has real scarcity value here. Besides a nice contrast to the subtropical heat in Hong Kong. Let's see what Beijing still holds for more surprises. For just over a week