Egyptians?
Oh yes. Writing helps so, so I write. At the moment everything is so .... blah!
It is no movement in the whole. I have for the wrong job, the wrong attitude, the wrong environment. I still hang around in the past, thought that I would go, had made a mistake. Nevertheless, I must be an optimist, otherwise I would have the whole miserable life philistine long and boring ...... An optimist. Sticking to old habits and are hardly new to discover more. Well, at least one or two I have adopted. They are also helpful and will help me a bit. But my all too slow. I have to give away any more time or to waste. Why do I have this sense of urgency? I myself am trying to overtake. Can not succeed, yes. Actually, I think so at the right time. Just that my faith is put to the test so slow. Wants to enforce something that somehow has a priori no prospect of success. And sometimes I see it clearly, and I am just very depressed. At least I understand so slow that I have actually done no wasted life, even if I believed for a long have. I realize slowly that most people shall pass. You can also call the 'Midlife Crisis'. Wars, not just the men. But the usually have a better chance of what to do new. Women have since really difficult.
Okay, enough complaining. Will again be better. Must go now, so I can pass myself. Wish me luck!
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