"Time to say good-bye!"
It is time to say goodbye, because I will move soon. Yes, I trust I am finally brave and I will move to Munich.
I have long struggled with myself, I thought I do not do my band should. But now I see it differently. I will indeed come to the weekend always go home if I have appearances, but otherwise I'm going in my Munich Create home. Sure, everything is pretty stressful, but it is doable. I prefer to
Why? Because I
spühre that it is time to leave. Perhaps this realization comes to me and now that I finally my book "Siddhatrah" done reading. And I've learned that all life consists of farewells and I can not defend myself from it. Either I go or other leave, but it is such a cycle in which you are inside and you can not escape. And I think it's not right to stay because of certain people in a place where you want to stay no longer. It's not like that I mean family, friends, etc. do not love, but it is time to me to separate you. And after all, Munich is not from the world and you can still visit a little.
The funny thing is, I have no fear. Not afraid of new people, new situations, alone in an apartment in a foreign city. I bumpkin.
:-) Well, I'm now only a few times interviews, but I've already ne place safe. Watch me just a little bit if I find something more lucrative. I guess that now everything is going very fast quasi such striking blow. I will say goodbye aufjedenfall nor by the people who are important to me. Well I must say that even at first, but then if I do it as everything is safe. And that is probably so decide in the next 2-3 weeks because I actually going to start either the middle or end of October or 01, then November.
The funny then I live in the same district as the Urmelchen. I got told just last week received from him because I asked him where he actually lives in Munich since.
Funny, if that time is not destiny. :-) I prefer not to Munich because of him, although now that they will increase the chances that now what will become of us. This is just an 8 or 9 inges-level "for" Pro & Contra on my list. If I'm honest I can not wait to finally get to start new. Moreover, I hope that the move that I find my peace at last, far away from all my stress from my family and far away from all the memories that haunt me sometimes. Lars no longer excites me, no more father, who can intervene anywhere and I have to be so many ways perhaps still known to music. Well, I think that is rather more difficult.
I will miss my friends very much but I know that the will eventually go away again. Natalie pulls away even now, already, Maggi will make their studies and then move away sometimes and certainly Jensen. Also, I've known a few people in Munich, well so far just boys and Magda, but with which I have so no more contact. Why I am now but for Munich and Berlin had not decided on is very clear, but since Munich in more detail here, turn and stop so I must be non-Y.
So keep your fingers crossed that everything is running great the next few weeks for me and then I am a real Bavarian Madel soon. :-)
Welcome new life!
The hardest is probably close to my band mates decided that I really will not stop. My mother is not keen on the idea that I move the same times 355.07 km. But it is time that I will finally grow up.
Well now we have to first go to a home search and organize my move. And of course
me from my friends verabschieden. Ich glaube, dass wird die schwierigste Aufgabe an der ganzen Sache.
Ich lieb euch
Sarah
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