"Time to say good-bye!"
It is time to say goodbye, because I will move soon. Yes, I trust I am finally brave and I will move to Munich.
I have long struggled with myself, I thought I do not do my band should. But now I see it differently. I will indeed come to the weekend always go home if I have appearances, but otherwise I'm going in my Munich Create home. Sure, everything is pretty stressful, but it is doable. I prefer to
Why? Because I
spühre that it is time to leave. Perhaps this realization comes to me and now that I finally my book "Siddhatrah" done reading. And I've learned that all life consists of farewells and I can not defend myself from it. Either I go or other leave, but it is such a cycle in which you are inside and you can not escape. And I think it's not right to stay because of certain people in a place where you want to stay no longer. It's not like that I mean family, friends, etc. do not love, but it is time to me to separate you. And after all, Munich is not from the world and you can still visit a little.
The funny thing is, I have no fear. Not afraid of new people, new situations, alone in an apartment in a foreign city. I bumpkin.
:-) Well, I'm now only a few times interviews, but I've already ne place safe. Watch me just a little bit if I find something more lucrative. I guess that now everything is going very fast quasi such striking blow. I will say goodbye aufjedenfall nor by the people who are important to me. Well I must say that even at first, but then if I do it as everything is safe. And that is probably so decide in the next 2-3 weeks because I actually going to start either the middle or end of October or 01, then November.
The funny then I live in the same district as the Urmelchen. I got told just last week received from him because I asked him where he actually lives in Munich since.
Funny, if that time is not destiny. :-) I prefer not to Munich because of him, although now that they will increase the chances that now what will become of us. This is just an 8 or 9 inges-level "for" Pro & Contra on my list. If I'm honest I can not wait to finally get to start new. Moreover, I hope that the move that I find my peace at last, far away from all my stress from my family and far away from all the memories that haunt me sometimes. Lars no longer excites me, no more father, who can intervene anywhere and I have to be so many ways perhaps still known to music. Well, I think that is rather more difficult.
I will miss my friends very much but I know that the will eventually go away again. Natalie pulls away even now, already, Maggi will make their studies and then move away sometimes and certainly Jensen. Also, I've known a few people in Munich, well so far just boys and Magda, but with which I have so no more contact. Why I am now but for Munich and Berlin had not decided on is very clear, but since Munich in more detail here, turn and stop so I must be non-Y.
So keep your fingers crossed that everything is running great the next few weeks for me and then I am a real Bavarian Madel soon. :-)
Welcome new life!
The hardest is probably close to my band mates decided that I really will not stop. My mother is not keen on the idea that I move the same times 355.07 km. But it is time that I will finally grow up.
Well now we have to first go to a home search and organize my move. And of course
me from my friends verabschieden. Ich glaube, dass wird die schwierigste Aufgabe an der ganzen Sache.
Ich lieb euch
Sarah
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
How To Connect To A Wyse Terminal
"Fairytale gone bad"
This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
We ain't nothing but fight and shout and tears
We got to a point I can't stand
I've had it to the limit; I can't be your man
I ain't more than a minute away from walking
We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
I slowly realized there's nothing on our side
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Another night and I bleed
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right
Find a new one to fool
Leave and don't look back. I won't follow
We have nothing left. It's the end of our time
We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
There's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad...
Tell them the fairytale gone bad...
This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
We ain't nothing but fight and shout and tears
We got to a point I can't stand
I've had it to the limit; I can't be your man
I ain't more than a minute away from walking
We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
I slowly realized there's nothing on our side
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Another night and I bleed
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right
Find a new one to fool
Leave and don't look back. I won't follow
We have nothing left. It's the end of our time
We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
There's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad...
Tell them the fairytale gone bad...
Monday, September 18, 2006
Mini Skirt Under Water
"Ring the alarm!"
Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
She go be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Getting the house off coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go
Damn, if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Couped in the 'bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go
Damn, if let you go
Tell me how should I feel
When I know what I know,
And my female intuition
Telling me you a dog?
People told me 'bout the flames
I couldn't see through the smoke
When I need answers, accusations
What you mean you gone choke?
You can't stay, you gotta go.
Ain't no other chicks Spending your dough
This is taking a toll, the way the story unfolds
Not the picture perfect movie everyone would've saw
Tell me how should I feel
When you made me belong
And the thought of you just touching her
Is what I hate most?
I don't want you but I want it
And I can't let it go
To know you give it to her like you gave it to me, come on
He's so arrogant and bold
She gon' love that shit, I know
I done put in a call, time to ring the alarm
'Cause you ain't never seen a fire like the one I'ma 'cause
How can you look at me
And not see all the things that I kept only just for you?
Why would you risk it baby? Is that the price that I pay?
But this is my show and I won't let you go/
All has been paid for, and it's mine
How could you look at me
And not see all the things
Ring the alarm
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
Won't you ring the alarm?
I been through this too long
But I'll be damned if I see another chick on your arm
She go be rockin' chinchilla coats
If I let you go
Getting the house off coast
If I let you go
She gon' take everything I own
If I let you go
I can't let you go
Damn, if I let you go
She gon' rock them VVS stones
If I let you go
Couped in the 'bach or the Rolls
If I let you go
She gon' profit everything I taught
If I let you go
I can't let you go
Damn, if let you go
Tell me how should I feel
When I know what I know,
And my female intuition
Telling me you a dog?
People told me 'bout the flames
I couldn't see through the smoke
When I need answers, accusations
What you mean you gone choke?
You can't stay, you gotta go.
Ain't no other chicks Spending your dough
This is taking a toll, the way the story unfolds
Not the picture perfect movie everyone would've saw
Tell me how should I feel
When you made me belong
And the thought of you just touching her
Is what I hate most?
I don't want you but I want it
And I can't let it go
To know you give it to her like you gave it to me, come on
He's so arrogant and bold
She gon' love that shit, I know
I done put in a call, time to ring the alarm
'Cause you ain't never seen a fire like the one I'ma 'cause
How can you look at me
And not see all the things that I kept only just for you?
Why would you risk it baby? Is that the price that I pay?
But this is my show and I won't let you go/
All has been paid for, and it's mine
How could you look at me
And not see all the things
Monday, September 11, 2006
Jack Up Wheels On A Go Kart
up to .........
Did you ever feel that you have someone in the eye and knew now you come back home?
That you think you are finally, after a long journey where you always wanted to be? This feeling I had when I looked into your eyes as I touched your lips.
It sounds crazy, but I still spühre your breath on my neck, your fingers on my skin and I still have your smell in my nose.
This sounds all so cheap as in a German film production, but it is so.
I miss you terribly. It is so
konfuss when I say that I every kilometer of the 250 km, we are removed individually would go on foot.
you ever had the feeling that you would give up everything for another person and she would join him to the end of the world?
I would have done for you and would do it still. We both know that all this does not work that way, but I would risk it.
When I'm by your side I feel so .... endless ..... absolutely free and I had then the illusion that I could do anything, what I have set myself in my blonde head. :-)
I would fight for you my whole life long just to be and to make you happy with you.
There are different kinds of love and your Love makes me clearly mad. I must always think of you and I can not sleep properly. This
wish I sometimes feel that we would have remained just friends.
I found a treasure, and he
with your name.
silver moon wonderful So beautiful and valuable,
to pay with no money in the world. The
You fall asleep next to me, I can look at
up all night,
best see how you sleep,
horn as you breathe,
wake up in the morning we.
You've made again,
me to take your breath away, if you're lying next to me
,
I can hardly believe
that someone like me,
has something nice like you deserve.
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
all it's nice that you are there!
Your laugh is addictive,
almost as if it were not of this earth. The
Even if your presence would poison
I'd be with you until I die. Your best
leaving would destroy worlds
but remember I will not. Much
too good about you,
if we give each other love.
Refuel me with strength,
take me doubt tell from the eyes,
me 1,000 lies,
I would believe you all
but a doubt remains,
that I have someone like you deserve!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You are the best thing that ever happened to me,
All it does as much as you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
it's nice that you are there!
When my life turns over
This is you and the rest the refuge
because all you give me,
simply does so very well.
If I am restless,
you're the journey without end,
so I put my little big world
in protecting your hands!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
it's nice that you are there!
I'll tell you much too often, it's nice
it up ... There!
Did you ever feel that you have someone in the eye and knew now you come back home?
That you think you are finally, after a long journey where you always wanted to be? This feeling I had when I looked into your eyes as I touched your lips.
It sounds crazy, but I still spühre your breath on my neck, your fingers on my skin and I still have your smell in my nose.
This sounds all so cheap as in a German film production, but it is so.
I miss you terribly. It is so
konfuss when I say that I every kilometer of the 250 km, we are removed individually would go on foot.
you ever had the feeling that you would give up everything for another person and she would join him to the end of the world?
I would have done for you and would do it still. We both know that all this does not work that way, but I would risk it.
When I'm by your side I feel so .... endless ..... absolutely free and I had then the illusion that I could do anything, what I have set myself in my blonde head. :-)
I would fight for you my whole life long just to be and to make you happy with you.
There are different kinds of love and your Love makes me clearly mad. I must always think of you and I can not sleep properly. This
wish I sometimes feel that we would have remained just friends.
I found a treasure, and he
with your name.
silver moon wonderful So beautiful and valuable,
to pay with no money in the world. The
You fall asleep next to me, I can look at
up all night,
best see how you sleep,
horn as you breathe,
wake up in the morning we.
You've made again,
me to take your breath away, if you're lying next to me
,
I can hardly believe
that someone like me,
has something nice like you deserve.
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
all it's nice that you are there!
Your laugh is addictive,
almost as if it were not of this earth. The
Even if your presence would poison
I'd be with you until I die. Your best
leaving would destroy worlds
but remember I will not. Much
too good about you,
if we give each other love.
Refuel me with strength,
take me doubt tell from the eyes,
me 1,000 lies,
I would believe you all
but a doubt remains,
that I have someone like you deserve!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You are the best thing that ever happened to me,
All it does as much as you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
it's nice that you are there!
When my life turns over
This is you and the rest the refuge
because all you give me,
simply does so very well.
If I am restless,
you're the journey without end,
so I put my little big world
in protecting your hands!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
Forget the rest of the world,
when you're with me!
You're the best what ever happened to me,
it feels so good how you love me!
I'll tell you much too rare,
it's nice that you are there!
I'll tell you much too often, it's nice
it up ... There!
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